♥Lonely Road♥

windu lettew .

Monday, May 21, 2012 | 10:07 PM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum

Apehal rajin hari hari nak update belog ?

Boleh luah tanpa had dan tidak menyusahkan .Baca menyusahkan?jangan baca!

Marah ?Mana ada deh .Aku cool kut .

Even tak boleh ,cakap je boleh .

Even sakit ,buat je happy .

Even macam mane ,buat je biase.

Cakap boleh ,buat memang susah .Tak try .tak tahu kan?

So kadang kadang kita manusia susah nak nampak .

Nampak kebahagian sebalik kesengsaraan .

Sebab taknak mencuba ?ye sakit tapi ..

Kalau tak try ,mana nak tahu ada lagi better right?

Bersusah susah dahulu ,bersenang senang kemudian .

Cewahhhh !

Takkan nak bersenang senang ,bersakit sakit .senang sikit .sakit banyak!

Penat .letih .kuikuikui

Sakit gile actually sekejap .susah gile tapi senang kemuadian

I just talk about life in everything what are you doing .

Sometimes bile jatuh ,susah nak bangun but tak pernah try kan?

What we just only say ? give up ?shit it ?

*me too actually

But once you have try ,its pain a lot but makin lame tak cuba makin sakit .

Hidup kadang2 nampak tak adil ,but kita yg buat nampak tak adil

Tak pernah nak cuba cari keadilan before somethings happen tak adil tu muncul ..

Kita boleh nasihatkan orang but when jadi kat diri sendiri ?susah kan ?

What can i do ,sometimes alpa .Tak pernah cuba nak motivated diri sendiri

Yang tahu ,"I CAN'T DO IT "

kan ?semua orang sama ..but actually you boleh dapat lagi better dalam kepahitan u rasa .

Yaaaaa ..i meant it .Banyakkan membaca ,dan berdoa.insyaallah .

Setiap berlaku ade hikmah ,when i try to calm myself in pain .

Its make me better day by day and i hope it continuous ..

Esok balik jam 12.30 .who cares kau bgitau ?Lantar r .ni belog guee .HAHA

Goodbye KL ,Hye Kuantan.

Will miss you a lot la MR.COOL .SM <3 <3 <3

*gatai kau nokkk!

Kuantaneseeeee

| 12:50 AM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum

Why must life being so difficult ?

Or just human in this world make it difficult and complicated

Huh !

Tepuk dada tanya selera .What just can i say about my life is sucks !

Think about others problems and make it as yours big problem .

How sucks it is .HAHA .

Life is just like circle rite ? So ...Enjoy every happy moments in your life.

How fuck are you when just stuck in others people business or matter .

Chill and relax .Smile then laugh as you can .How perfect your life .

Miss you la Kuantan ,when can we date ?

Tak sabaq cek nak balik selasa ni !

Wink wink wink ;) ;) :)

Nak balik la ,makan nasi minyak pepagi !

Bangun pagi pergi pasar dengan bonda ...

Tolong bonda dan ayahanda di gerai .

Anak solehah 2012 kut .huhu ...How perfect it is actually

Go back home ,take shower and slept .

Do a same routine everyday ..Perfect ?HAHA..

Rindu nak lepak ngn dak2 thailand ..Rindu nak lepak laa .

But masa kadang kadang mendewasakan kita *cilaka punya ayat maa..

Rindu laaa semua semua .Semua pasar minggu di Kuantan .See?Faktor terlalu SLIM .
See you there .Tuesday 12 pm .Gonna back .
Kuantan please be good and nice to me
Thanks you .heee :D

*rinduSM*

i move

Sunday, May 20, 2012 | 2:29 AM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum

Because of love ,i move ..

Like a gull across the sea ,seek trees for shelter

Because of love ,i travel ..

Follow the tracks ,an inner voice

Most faithful love hearts..

A pair of wings that i can't see

Stored like a dream

This poem is created because it was inaccessible

nourishment stored ..

Turbulent love me for you..

I wanted to express

My soul with a perfect signal

Let yourself understand what i feel ,how much i miss love you

Allow yourself to realize it

That i was always wait for you

That i always casting you

That i always love you

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Wednesday, May 16, 2012 | 1:43 AM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum

How much it play in your mind ,it's just what you think

How much you feel ,it was just your feeling

How much you get tired think of that ,it's still on your mind

How much you avoid ,it's still comes every second in your life

Its not about how much or how how ,it's just until when ?

If i can go back from start ....

I will even its pain me too much ,accept without any complaint

Just accept any decision you make without any objection

Just smile without any annoying face

Just let it be without any advice

Just like that if i know its become more worse than i thought

I don't know ...

Sorry for make anythings in difficult .

Just what i felt ,i thought ..

Goodnite peeps .

Merdeka ...sem 3 is done !

Monday, May 14, 2012 | 7:06 PM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum

So this is me swallowing my pride ..

Write here ,saying i'm sorry for everythings .

And i go back to high school all the time

Its turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing i'd realize what i had when you were mine

I go back to high school ,turn around and make it alright

I go back to high school all the time

I miss you tan skin ,your sweet smile

So good to me ,so right

And how you held me in your arms that night

The first time you ever saw me cry .

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

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Done exam .Done semester 3 .Hoyeahhhh!

Kuantan is waiting ...

Nak lepak lepak .makan makan .tido tido .layan korea .

Lamenye tak rasa hidup ni heaven .

Please holiday .Be nice to me !

Give me a strength .

Kbye :)

boredom :(

Saturday, April 28, 2012 | 4:24 AM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum..

How much strong you are ,you are just to weak .

Weak with yourself ,pretend that you will cool while you are suffer.

Its just too pain and sick

Life is complicated ,more you give .More you pain .

Its just not what you give ,you need wages .

Its just appreciate what you give .

I'm not the kind of girl who can cry infront of everyone just to gained sympathy from everyone.

Its too weak ,but sometimes when you can't hold it .Its too sick and pain inside .

Nobody knows and who wants to know ?

What just you can do is smile then smile until you felt that your chest gonna explode.

Shattered in with a thousand smile.

That how life teach me how to be this strong even i'm not

Laugh as you can until tired to laugh.

Talk so so much until you lost your word

How cool it is ?

But sometimes its takes yourself back .You will lost and dying.

Crying like crazy ,pain like a thorn pierced into your heart.

This is risk for act just too cool

What you just do just update your blog then cry infront your lappy with nobody knows.

Update in dark mood in 3.47 am .Its so sorrow and i meant it .

Life please be kind to me and to everyone i loves too *cry

I'm not too cool ,not too strong .I'm just too weak but pretend that i'm okay

*My lappy just can see my tears that too pain i just hold it.hmmm ;(

I just doesn't want people around me look like i'm weak but please someone know,its just too pain

Act like you are too cool is not a good ideas actually .What you look ,is not what in inside

I hate to love and to loved *laugh cause my words is weird

Hate hate hate .Its pain a lot ,cry much stupid .

It will teach you to be greedy ,to be bad and to be anythings without any excuse .

How cruel it is ,selfish is indeed while you want to make it clear and okay .

Just live your own ,mind your own business .

Be strong for a while ,when you are wakeup ..

Hello world ,you are just only 15teen .How happy your life even needs to wakeup early morning .

Arghhhh but you know it have a lot of fun

I just to go back at that moments when i just sit in chair ,one table with fully school uniform

Early morning always sucks ,i must run to the school cause late !

Memorials ...hmmmmm ..Imissyoualot.

Miss every moments together ,miss you concerns.Care me a lot .

Thanks .I never have a time to tells this .

I love you ,i miss you .I am so sorry .I am too bad friend ;(

Never appreciate you but just now i felt it .

revenge mybe ? sick pain rite ? haha

You are the best friend i ever had and you will never ever be replaced .

I hope somedays will find someone like you that care for me lot ,cry with me .Laugh with me.

Always understandings ,no need for me to tells .You are just too aweseome friend !

You know i'm weak even i look like i'm okay *smile cause remind a lot of think

You always said that i can cry infront of you ,please don't keep it myself.Sharing is caring .haha

You always make my days ,always ask for me why and why .

Always be the one to know ,how strong i am rite ?

Bloody cause knife ,i'm still okay rite even tears out slowly .HAHA

You are just the one know that i'm not okay .Thanks .

Think about you make me smile and forget all the things .Thanks and thanks even it just memorials.

Where ever where you are .You just too awesome and i miss you .

4.22 a.m .I am done and seriously okay cause think about you ;) wink

#mrcoolmorecoolmorehandsomemoreandmoreterubatrinduhaha#

Weird comes around .

Monday, April 16, 2012 | 9:56 PM | 0 Talking ♥

Assalamualaikum

Empty ....then stop .Its just like that .Then ,you will sick .

Sick and get pain cause of yourself .

Weird and nonsense .Hold down ,pain ends .

Life teach you day by day until your died .

Many things just make you worst .

Just stupid guessing .

In the ends ,its nothings actually .

More you give ,more you pain .

Real life .Its fact .Smile then cry .

Laugh then ....

*just a stupid word in my mind ,idk what i talk .i just felt empty*

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